I have been taking classes for my Family Nurse Practitioner degree for 9 weeks now. It 's incredibly hard! The classes (Advanced Physiology, Bio-Statistics), taking care of my family's needs, working (occasionally), learning more about computers than I ever wanted to know~~aaaahhhhhh!!
You wanna know the really sad part though? I find myself thinking God will understand if I ask Him to wait. Not good, but true. Why is it we do that? Why is it I do that anyway? I have been continuing in prayer and choosing a memory verse twice a month, but Spiritual growth is on hold. Now I'm not taking on condemnation, that doesn't honor God or accomplish any good thing, but I am taking a look at my natural tendencies. Fighting my "natural man" is not something I've very good at doing and have prayed for God's intervention for years and here I am identifying another area it brings me under control instead of the other way around! Hhmph! and Drats!
The battle continues.....as do the prayers!
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